I read no books in the month
of September. See, reading was always
a way to escape but sometimes
it isn’t enough of a getaway and the
only way to escape becomes to do the one
thing you shouldn’t do to escape.

I started college in the month
of September, after not going to school
for one and a half years because
‘I can’t do it’ wasn’t an excuse, but a
physical weight pulling me
to the bed, never letting me

Half way into October, I’ve read a book
and haven’t seen my friends in
a while, and spend four days a week
with the curtains drawn and
the TV on, or my face hidden under the duvet,
three days a week pretending it’s
okay, or maybe not bothering to pretend
at all.


(r.e.s) i can’t think of anymore to say (via thoughtsintorhymes)

(via daydreamersittingonafence)


next up on college struggles: is she gay or is she an athlete? or both?

(via cantcontrolthegay)

"I’m afraid I’ll never finish college. I’m afraid I’ll finish college with student loans I can never pay back. I’m afraid I’ll get a degree and won’t be able to find a job in that field. I’m afraid I’ll get a degree, get the job I dreamed of, and hate it."

— A Mental Illness Happy Hour listener whose list of fears matches mine four for four. Glad I’m not the only one.
(via thishaskilledme)

(Source: insensiblenothingness, via ink-and-incapability)

ok so i’m pretty much having a panic attack at 9am in the morning because i keep having this thing where i see flashes of light, like a camera has just gone off behind my eyelids when i close my eyes



it’s worrying me


"A blonde and a brunette travel together, fight warlords and save the world…"
- I ship it!

"A blonde and a brunette make magic together, share a son and clothes…"
- I ship it!

"A blonde and a brunette solve crimes and practically live together (married)…"
- I ship it!

"A blonde and a brunette make crazy science together…"
- I ship it!

"A blonde and a brunette share a room (and a pillow)…"
- I ship it!

"A blonde and a brunette…"

(via afterhourslauren)

absolutely shitting myself i have my first training session tonight and it’s 2 and a half hours long

why am i doing this

stupid sports uni

(Source: darlingswecanbeatthis, via anxietysurvivor)



the only ship i need is a scholarship can i get a hallelujah


(via ink-and-incapability)


when u want to be friends with someone but you have no idea how to start a friendship with them and you’re just kinda like 


(Source: bckys, via ink-and-incapability)

emotional state: sad over female characters not getting what they deserve

(Source: vampireallison, via afterhourslauren)